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I love Fitness
I Love Zumba Fitness
Yoga and Kickboxing!!!
I Love BOOTCAMP!!!
Nothing Is Impossible if I am DETERMINED TO DO IT!
Once A GLOWER, ALWAYS A GLOWER! #gbhbf all the way!
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Hello. I love Fitness I Love Zumba Fitness Yoga and Kickboxing!!! I Love BOOTCAMP!!! Nothing Is Impossible if I am DETERMINED TO DO IT! Once A GLOWER, ALWAYS A GLOWER! #gbhbf all the way! profile.
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Thursday 18 August 2016 @ 11:18 pm
KEvery morning without failed at 8am, I would have to take the pill visanne. Seriously, this pill has placed me on a very emotional roller coaster ride that I rather not sit. Sometime I wish I could just forget to take the pill at all. It just make me feel so depressed a lot. I may be seen smiling happily but deep down I actually wonder how long I could tolerate the side effects I have been facing from lupron then to visanne. I told myself it is down to October and hopefully I could be less dependent on the pill cause I hate to see those side effect haunting me. Hate is a very strong word BUT I really hate Visanne for turning my life upside down. To truth be, I never really accept it that how much this medicine mess up my life. The pro is yes it did help to prevent those cramp for killing me but the con is I have been piling the kilo which is killing me. I am so paranoid with my weight that I literally weight myself almost EVERYDAY. I think I can even plot a graph. Oh my God. Today during Bootcamp, weight was taken. I knew as a matter of fact that the weight won't be what I want to see either BUT seeing those number was enough to make me feel so down and depressed. I always tell myself not to care about the number... I knew as a matter of fact that the medicine is one of the problem that cause me not to lose weight. I knew how much effort I took to crab it but still I never get to go back to my 48kg. No one know but I myself know it deeply. Deep down I am depressed just thinking of how I could increased to a 50 plus kg now. I wish it was a nightmare and a nightmare that I would not want to wake up to. Or perhaps it is just a dream. Continued bluffing myself. I wish I was never plagued with endometriosis. I was never in pain. I wish... Deep down who knew. Just me. tagboard.
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