Hello.
I love Fitness
I Love Zumba Fitness
Yoga and Kickboxing!!!
I Love BOOTCAMP!!!
Nothing Is Impossible if I am DETERMINED TO DO IT!
Once A GLOWER, ALWAYS A GLOWER! #gbhbf all the way!
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Hello. I love Fitness I Love Zumba Fitness Yoga and Kickboxing!!! I Love BOOTCAMP!!! Nothing Is Impossible if I am DETERMINED TO DO IT! Once A GLOWER, ALWAYS A GLOWER! #gbhbf all the way! profile.
Felicia
(: Memories (: Reach Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true BR> Reach - S Club 7 When the world, leaves you felling blue You can count on me, I will be there for you When it seems, all you hopes and dreams Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you We've got to all stick together Good friends, there for each other Never ever forget that I've got you and you've got me, so Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true My "first" competitive run
Monday 25 July 2016 @ 10:10 pm
It has been so long since I put on my sport shoe and complete a competing run. I missed the adrenaline rush and the endorphins overloaded feeling. I love running but when I was told then months ago, I won't be able to run much cause I was still recovering and I was only permitted brisk walk. I was so disappointed then... Partly I was disappointed cause I knew how much weight I would put on if I don't exercise due to the medication. When I gain weight, it is pretty obvious. I felt very hurt and depressed thinking of it. I told my doctor then I badly wanted to exercise. Imagine my joy when she gave me the green light to exercise in my 4 mths to recovery. I could go back to zumba and the other sports BUT somehow I could not shed the "weight" from the two medications firstly lupron the 1k jab and now visanne. I hate how this two medicines ate up my self esteem making me hate how much I look now. Looking into the mirror and seeing how bloated I am reduce me to tears but no one knew how I felt deep down. I carry a smile cause I did not want people to worry. Yes, the medicine gave me a peace of mind without anymore pain but you know what. Girls are by nature vain and now I can't fit into my clothes. This is like killing me literally. No matter how hard I exercise and no matter how hard I diet, I am still at that stupid weight. I wish I could go back to my mid 40ish Weight now that weigh is crazy. I dunno how many time I felt so crushed seeing the number on the scale that I just sat down crying. I know it is not my fault but I could not help being so sad... Anyway I was really glad that I managed to finished my 5km within 44 mins. It is not easy to me BUT I really wanted to do it for myself. I gonna be stronger. I gonna continued to run more. The joy of running and Exercise is just my therapy. I shall fight this weight battle bravely although I gonna crumble somehow along the way. Common enemies now: weighing scale Signing off with my heart heavy. tagboard.
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