Hello.
I love Fitness
I Love Zumba Fitness
Yoga and Kickboxing!!!
I Love BOOTCAMP!!!
Nothing Is Impossible if I am DETERMINED TO DO IT!
Once A GLOWER, ALWAYS A GLOWER! #gbhbf all the way!
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Hello. I love Fitness I Love Zumba Fitness Yoga and Kickboxing!!! I Love BOOTCAMP!!! Nothing Is Impossible if I am DETERMINED TO DO IT! Once A GLOWER, ALWAYS A GLOWER! #gbhbf all the way! profile.
Felicia
(: Memories (: Reach Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true BR> Reach - S Club 7 When the world, leaves you felling blue You can count on me, I will be there for you When it seems, all you hopes and dreams Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you We've got to all stick together Good friends, there for each other Never ever forget that I've got you and you've got me, so Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true So much clothings yet I can't wear them.
Tuesday 28 June 2016 @ 11:24 pm
Sorting my clothes especially dresses that I used to be able to wear and to my horror I could not. I just sat down feeling so sad to know that I can't wear my dresses. I never felt so down thinking what I could wear to make myself feel good anymore. Things I used to look good now look ugly on me. I could see the different in me. I wanted my old self but yet I did not want to go back to my old self feeling the horrible pain every month. I thought once the jab lost it effect, I probably bounce back to my 47-48 weight range. How wrong I was, the side effect is still driving me nuts and with a new medication in tow which also have the same weight gain effect, I never felt so sad cause I can't wear my clothes. This is the first time I have so much clothes in my cupboard and yet perhaps only I could wear those that are bought after my surgery. Those b4 I can't just wear anymore. My weight have been yoyo-ing now from the 48 range to another range which I never want to believe cause it is living a nightmare. I always thought I will never reach that weight, never will I and now yes looking at the scale, I felt like crying cause I just can't accept it. I voice up to the doctor already. I guess my only saviour now is seeing the traditional Chinese medicine (TCM) way which I hope it would seriously help me. Now it seems I am really paranoid of what I eat seriously. I don't dare to touch carbs at all thinking it will make me gain more weight. Sigh... tagboard.
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