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Friday 2 October 2015 @ 11:26 pm
Be scared.
Be very scared
Be so scared till you turned ashen white.
That how I felt earlier when I was at the clinic just now.
My heart was already pumping so fast that I felt like I gonna die of lack of oxygen.
I was really scared.
I never have such crazy fear.
The moment Dr Khi read the reports that I brought over from KKH, she shake her head and told me that the latest report does not look optimistic. The earlier two tests I did, she wrote it is "stable" but now it has become "unstable". I could feel the fear more and I was trying to keep myself v calm then she told me it is advisable for you to go for the surgery. I knew she will said that BUT on the other hand I was really hoping that she would say NO surgery!
"The moment you realized that the time has stopped and you get lost in your train of thoughts."
"You realized you got no way out."
"The intense fear you feared came true."
"Shocked. Speechless. Fear. Frighten."
I thought that was it TILL Dr Khi told me I need to do another scan to be double sure on the cyst.
I was like I hope it disappear and like she could read my mind, she told me blood cyst usually don't disappear by it own. She did another scan and OMG, she actually spotted another cyst! Oh damn, am I so "lucky" that now there is another cyst to join in the crowd and it is 3cm too! I thought a 6cm cyst is enough to "kill" me with the pain monthly and now THIS! I don't deserved this!!! This is like so UNFAIR!!! I did not do anything to deserve this kind of things! I was really depressed after hearing this and she further on went out to told me another bad new. she was like besides the two cysts there are "other thing" that need to be fixed too cause my tubes are blocked too! Double whammy to me! I was like oh GOD, what did I deserved to have this kind of SHIT man!!!
"Health is wealth."
The doctor describe the procedures and I just went ashen white like I saw ghost.
She assured me that I won't know anything cause I am under GA.
I am more afraid of the after effect and the pain cause I heard how painful it is after the surgery.
I know once I removed this, my monthly pain will be solved and I won't be in so much pain from now onward.
No exercise for the time being cause the doctor is worry that the cyst will ruptured and it gonna be too late so I am told to stop exercising for the time being. I can only do brisk walk. Even my fave zumba is too harsh for me but Yoga is still ok for me.
Telling me that I can't exercise for the time being is like so terrible to me cause I really love to exercise. I actually feel so sad that I have to give up my exercise for the time being.
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