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(: Memories (: Reach Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true BR> Reach - S Club 7 When the world, leaves you felling blue You can count on me, I will be there for you When it seems, all you hopes and dreams Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you We've got to all stick together Good friends, there for each other Never ever forget that I've got you and you've got me, so Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true My endometriosis diary part 2 - Review
Thursday 29 October 2015 @ 11:57 pm
Till now I can't really believe I am suffering from this crazy thing call endometriosis. I mean how can I be so damn unlucky to be have this problem. Well, I am just plain unlucky then but glad I managed to get rid of the 2 problematic cysts that is giving me hell. Today is exactly one week post surgery. As I lie on my bed, I thought of the 22nd Oct where I was lying in ward 519C feeling so sick and yes lonely caused my parents has left and I was all alone in the ward. It is my 1st time being hospitalised and I don't really love that feeling. I was hopeful that today review would go well since I received good news from the nurse telling me that the cysts is non cancerous. I guess I happy too fast over that news. Today Dr Khi released the medical report and showed me the pictures of the cysts that she sent for lab testing. Ewwwk, it looks damn digusting. Is this what has been causing me pain. The previous week when I was discharged on the 24 Oct, I saw super gross pic of my "inside" and felt it looks too digusting for me to look. I was like ehh this is how the reproduction organ look like? Omg this is so ewwwwwww! Maybe cause my condition was quite serious so the picture look far more disgusting. Well today Dr Khi did an ultrasound for me too. She told me everything look perfectly clear up since she has removed the cysts. She told me there was a tiny one on my right ovary too but she managed to get rid of it too. Then came the bad news... Remembered my surgery was supposed to be a 2 hrs surgery but it ended up being a 4 hrs surgery. Both Dr Khi and Dr Tan the anesthesiologist got the shock of their life when they realized my endometriosis has spread to my bladder, pelvic and intestine. They did successful managed to remove the main 2 cysts but they could not go ahead with the surgery caused it is way too long duration. Dr Khi stitched me up and send me back to the recovery room then my ward. It seemed like they found tiny cysts that are microscopy which mean can only be seen by the naked eyes of when you use the microscope. This is like insane! You mean there is MORE CYSTS! HELLO CYST, I KNOW YOU LOVE ME BUT I DON'T YOU KNOW! PLEASE GET OUT OF MY BODY ASAP! TO HELL WITH YOU CYSTS! THANK YOU! So basically Dr Khi told me this group of tiny cysts are like in "reservist" like the army. Once they get activated they are ready for war to make me hell which is to damage my body. Damn crazy! I was like this can't be right! Why is this happening to me. The more I hear, the more sad and depressed I am. I was like why must this happen to me? What did I do wrong to suffer such fate. I was supposed to go for the jab today but well I could not since I was still unwell. Dr Khi told currently she would give me the jab to stablised my condition and also this jab will keep the cyst under control. I am keeping my fingers crossed that the cysts don't recur again. I do not want to experienced the same fearful feeling of entering the OT. It is really scary and hearing all those machine sound make it worst. One thing that come out from this whole thing is my supportive family, friends and of cos Dr Caroline Khi my most friendly gynae who is also mummy's gynae. She is really a nice gynae. I don't feel uncomfortable seeing her at all. Usually seeing a gynae make me feel weird cause I am still single so why is there a need to see a gynae right? Most ppl see their gynae when they are pregnant but well me for this damn endometriosis. Glad I seek my 2nd opinion with Dr Khi if I have waited for kkh, I probably die of pain this comimg Oct menses. For the 1st time, I did not experienced any cramp! The best thing so far! **** Tomorrow there is zumba yet I can't go! Now I am on hospitalization leave till 30 nov and I feel so grounded. My bedroom feel like my prison and I can't go out. My only consolation is to hear zumba music as they zumba tomorrow. I feel so depressed just thinking of it! ); Labels: #endometriosis #myendometrisosisdiary #thomsonmedical tagboard.
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